December 2011
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I can't help it,
but I’m scared. I want to be a brave big girl but instead I’m a terrified little baby creature. And its coming out so oddly, a mix of fearlessness, fuck-it-ness, and honest intuitive concern for myself, panic. I don’t want to listen to any of them. I don’t know how to listen to any of them.
Keep a stiff upper lip. I’ll learn. I’ll be okay. Everything is okay.
I've seen an almost-accident twice now in the past...
Both on my way home from work in the morning. It’s weird—do you ever see something unfold in front of you before it actually happens? The way it could have gone but it doesn’t? It’s like a That’s So Raven moment or something. I dunno. The other day I was in the left lane of the highway on the way to my dad’s to pass out and pack up more of my shit. I just so...
Wow.
So there are 15 patients on this med-surg floor. 15 sick humans who all have the potential for something to go wrong at any second.
There are 2 nurses on tonight, plus me.
THIS MAKES ME WILDLY UNCOMFORTABLE.
This place needs to staff their shit. This isn’t safe. Sigh ~healthcare problems~
Cranky and emotional tonight.
I’ve been really irritable lately. I just got to work like 25 minutes early. Got a huge red bull. Had one last night too, told myself no more. BUT THEY’RE SO FUCKING TASTY AND GIVE ME WINGS (AND HEART PALPATATIONS)!!! Whatever. There was a spider on the shower curtain tonight in my shower. I killed him and immediately regretted it because now I’m carrying bad spider juju. My...
I'm peeing!
At work! Just microed a trader j’s vegburg. NOMNOMNOMMM. Having tumblr on my mobile device has increased night shift quality times fourteen billion. Especially since I’ve found a blog that is dedicated to sex and pizza.
I am going to have sex and eat pizza at the same time…JUST YOU WAIT!
Ramblings
I’m at work right now in the CCU doing a 1:1 watch in this dude’s room, and I’m just staring at him while he sleeps with the jealous envy of ten thousand sleepless moons wishing I was passed out under all those fucking heated blankets. MY NEW BED IS SO COZY AND I’M EXPERIENCING SEPARATION ANXIETY BEING AWAY FROM IT.
I’m seeing a hand surgeon/specialist in about 4...
Fellow friends and tumblroids,
Kindly suggest some tumblrs you believe would be in my best interest to follow.
